[Intro]
Hehe
Why do we start these songs like this?
Oh, I know
It's 'cause we're mad!
[Verse]
This is for the times you've been denying that you bullied me
If this was the United States, I would have put a bullet in (Haha)
Your heads, but now I rhyme and shoot your stupidness
Can't hide from all the truths again
You fools can get abusive with, I'm losing it!
Choosin' which room I'm in as you begin a fruitless sin
To root me with your nuisances
I'm lucrative, I'll prove it then
Prudence will consume it When
Would you see you ruined me?
I'll introduce the purest things!
My dreams are like elusiveness!
Mad sometimes, you would stand there and ask me why
Man, I don't know but I'm
Under pressure from all your hatred
It's no wonder I was crazy
Picture getting told you're fat
Pics of you were "throw-up-mats"
You'd wish you didn't hold me back!
This is not a joke, you brat!
Questioning my spouse's gender
Necropsy is what you'll endure
I'll attack your epicenter!
As your mental state surrenders!
My heart says I should forgive you
My brain knows you were no help
My faith wants you saved in Heaven
Mind wants you to burn in Hell!
So this is me against the place you placed me as a slave
It's like you made me wanna die to make you go away
I find inspiring things when I'm reminded of the pain
I cried like every night, now my tears have turned to art!
Ain't no skeletons in my closet
'Cause I'm better off killing all, but what's the reason we experience death before we're in the coffin? (How would I know?)
I'm no novice, this I promise
You'll be sorry that you caused me
To harm myself and copy
Hurt from you to use it on me!
Hid this song since break of dawn
My hate involved adjacent flaws
Made me wanna end it all
Thanks for all, you cannibals!
You animals, you're laughable (Haha)
I can't afford to ask for more
But did you think it's ineffective? (No?)
Words that tried to slit my pectus
It's like I've been fighting you with properties and finally
I'm writing and inviting you
To try with an apology
I'm done with me forgiving what is never said
Pretending you are relevant
No etiquette, I'm killing every skeleton!
Lack of focus, a tack so hopeless
I slam the door that you barely opened
Haven't noticed your cracking jokes
Are cracking skulls and tearing hope from
Kids like me who had no clue
My stupidness ain't no excuse
For you to shoot with what's untrue
I'm doing this with no rebuke
Truth is, it was always you...
Took me a while to make it look right
My pen is not silent: Wrecking my tyrant
Second I write's the end of your minds
Thinking the thoughts that you've brought on yourselves
I'm done with forgiveness
I've gone to the limit
With God as my witness
We're done! Let me finish
I'm killing the love, but withholding your souls
It feels so wrong, but I'm showing my home!
This is over, had to get this off my shoulders
I'm alone, but I'll be better as I'm older
You'll be hit a place forgotten
This is it, no angels fallen
Bridge to me is quite untrodden
Rest in peace without a coffin
And don't you dare say that this fight is something I won't win
I barely eat defilement
This fire in my heart is lit
I've won by using parts of me caused by sin
I'm altering my offering
But all I see is ignorance in front of me!
Hypocrisy is what you have!
I'm done being your punching bag!
You'd love to see me fall and that
Makes me want it more in fact
I may have made the walls collapse
I've paid my debt to launch attacks
If it meant that y'all would be sad
I'd fake my death and crawl right back!
[Outro]
Then you'd finally get a glimpse of what it's like to be me
The thing is you will never know
This isn't who I am
This was my pure anger
I won't see anyone in Hell