[Verse 1]
Where do I go from here?
God, You know what I fear
Are You sure that it's me?
All emotions at sea
Drowned and longing for peace
How can all of this be?
Walk in some quiet scene
I am lost in my dreams
Takes one to know one
I won't bow to no one
But God, as I'm chosen
Won't drown in an ocean
I'm proudly devotin'
My life to be closin'
Around the unspoken
Some nights I'm ferocious
Syllables, rhymes, a mystical mind
Get rid of the times I'd picture a knife
Stricken inside my cervical spine
Thinking this life is miserable, why?
I thought it would bleed from my heart
But ended up beating like me on the odds
Still, my beats are screaming from blood
I will stop when Jesus wants!
Dedication, success is waiting, say I made it, the day I'm famous
It's crazy, fame doesn't matter
I may be a rapper
But what if our life is a chapter
Closing in front of our joy and our laughter?
It's only a thought
You're still searching the wrong places for answers
[Verse 2]
A lyrical miracle, a literal metaphor
I'm sick of those pitiful folks
Who think I'm okay with everything I wrote
My kind at the brink of extinction
I'm keeping alive with my innocent wisdom
Building a ceiling and watch it diminish
Wait, you thought I was finished?
If I taught you my love would you flee?
If I fought for a cause towards my dreams
One stop as I pause to believe
That everyone will support me in these
Times of my discouraging fight
A perishing sight for no sore eyes
I'm thinking to cross the line
And cause divided parts and minds
Say what you want and play your part
Take my heart, awake my thoughts
Kill my body, not my soul
Until my Father calls me home
You're taking the wrong turn
See, I was hurt 'cause I wanted
To be more than, some little lost kid
This my calling, so imma hunt it!
Haters stay like the "s" in “island”
Stop with all of your faking smiles and
Taking away my privacy
Like piracy from rights, Guess
I am a different kind, a twisted child who missed his life
Wished he'd die in the blink of an eye
Oh my, I'm quicker than light
You're dishonored, pointless
Like a child who's writing with a dull knife
You're blind, better blame me
'Cause in my light everyone's hating
What they see in me's a dreamer
Not achieving anything from
Songs he sinks his heart inside
A couple of dollars is all he finds
[Verse 3]
So this is my final song
I'll take a break from the microphone
Then I'll come back as famous
And you'll be like: "You made it"
You cannot fool me
I have few friends that are truly here to fully take a bullet
To pull me out of this horror movie
Are you my true friend?
Ask yourself this question:
Have I told you of my past and
Did I show you my redemption?
Did you love me through this prison?
It's enough, it's making me restless
I'll feel lonely in the masses
It's about who, not how many!
You might see me smile while laughing
Inside I'm dying after
Real friends who are near when
I should need them at the deep end
What I mean is I am bleeding
And I'm feeling that you really
Should fear me, I see clearly
Do whatever it takes to make you hear me!
Thoughts unlimited, law's the limit
I toss 'em in it then pause a minute
I'm also vivid, applause my literal
Cause I've written I’m born a winner!
No contestants, y'all are peasants
I'm the king you thought was selfless
I'm the things you want but can't get!
I'm the blink before you missed it!
I'm the drink you take then wish that
You'd be sober every Christmas
God's the cure, we drown in sickness
You know nothing 'bout my business
Close the distance, moments, wishes
Froze resistance, know the system
Persistence almost collapsed
Listen one day I'll be back!