Fall

Verse 1

I’m self destructive once upon a time I had nothing

Not a friend in the world no one to even sit and have lunch with

And people wonder why I talk to myself its

Cuz there was never anyone else to even have a discussion

If that makes me selfish don’t worry the person I constructed

Was so alone he got lost in a day dream so now I’m jsut selfless

Imagination unobstructed on this road maybe I’m just helpless

No borders or street signs to guide me when I was just fucked with

Inside me emotions erupted rising like flames when I was teenaged

Decided life was a game and stepped in that arcade

Cept there’s no sense/cents in my brain so how could I play

Fucking arcane throw me in arkham and lock me away

During my comming of age I went nuts and insane but I ain’t running away

Stuck in my ways when I was stuck in a maze maybe I suffered

But I love it this way its how God made me tougher!!

Chorus

I don’t think you know what it means

To stare at these walls walls walls

I gotta make’em fall fall fall

2x

Verse 2

Its funny I remember when I was a kid

I used to wake up before school and beg my mom to just let me

Stay home I was nervous it was making me sick

Kids laughed at me, felt like a circus the way that I lived

Thing about life is it comes with a twistWhen you get kicked

You learn to kick ass then everything switched

Pressure built inside me then something just ripped

Now I’m rising to get the world back for all that it did

My road of life’s the audoban I blast down it

Praying like Ramadan the trans just don’t crap out it

UFC octagon for a brain I fight my way out it

Like spiderman at comic-con getting rushed by the crowd

How do I blow up at hip hop, I’m littered in doubts

No one sees the real me, engery’s fizzling out

My own little brother told me he don’t believe in me now

Got my head in my hands why can’t I figure this out

Chorus (2x)

Verse 3

Any average day, I’m locked in my brain

Except there ain’t such a thing as an average day inside’a my brain

Feeling is visceral, I’ve been flirting with disaster and we just started to get phsyical

Been learn to master the feeling of being and individual with no future

I ain’t gonna be a teacher or program you computer

But what if I get stuck on the bleachers never to break through the

Obstacles on my path, yeah I got those

On these cross roads with pot holes trying to jot flows

God knows that I do, but that’s just how the plot goes

As a kid I got stoned but since then Josh has grown

Bright as a candle my life’s a crotch rocket without any handles

Surprise bitch I ride like a vandal rpm’s rising

I ain’t the driveway at a stand still on the high way

People look at me sideways sometimes I life gamble

My life was garbage its how I climbed out the landfill

(chorus 4x)