[Verse 1]

Look

I just took a left instead of a right

Couldn’t see the signs In the dead of the night

What an oversight

Head is spinning writing these bars, like dizzy wright

I've been going crazy staying up fighting, with my mind

Tryna find the time to get down to the bottom line

Still need to let my self go into the great divide

But how could I, when I can’t even decide between cake or pie

Tell myself I’ll be fine, like Matt Nye

Don’t wanna fly to close to the sun, like Icarus

So much pressure on me to succeed, likе Sisyphus

Letting the rock roll white at it’s prеcipice

Making a mess of this with obsessiveness

Guess that I’m just testing it

Uh

Is this necessary maybe it’s hereditary

Just need to be wary of where my life is heading it’s getting scary

I pray for God to carry me through it all

God is there to help me to stand tall

Otherwise I’d probably fall

[Break]

"Even when the cold winds blow

Dear Lord I want you to know"

[Verse 2]

I’m still here, I'm still here waiting for a call

Bouncing ideas off the wall, Like I’m playing basketball

I’m just tryna find a place a home to call my own

Use my talents make a song, my faith is staying strong

I’ve been, making some wrong turns, making some right ones

Living life to its fullest seeing what it becomes

Taking it day by day, month by month

Like a moth to the flame, what we love could kill us

But I’m gonna take my chances with the pain

Like I’m Dean riding in impala

I’m on a mission

Not gonna listen to the people they ain’t in my position

Never been good at math making an addition to the times that I’ve made it

Just made this song how many times am I gonna play it

Started from the bottom, playing faded on piano

To making heat, someday music gon be seen by Fantano

I'm Praying this is Gods will, praying this the right direction

Leading me over this hill

[Outro]

"Even if our memories fade

And you don't Remember my name"

"I still love you Lord, Oh I still love you Lord

Oh I still love you Lord, Oh I still love you, Love you"