[Verse 1]

(Yeah, lately my minds been, lately my minds been)

Lately mind’s been, kind of a nuisance, keeps criss crossing the street

But I'm gettin’ used to the abuses, still tryin’ to catch the beat

The recipe is let it bleed, and see the penny down the well

I'm not ready so I'm not leaving, whether it’s Heaven or Hell

I rarely sleep, I need a boat, I only stay afloat barely

I’ve been talking to strangers but honesty is still scary

I'm wary of dead and buried, afraid my sharpness is rustin'

Sayin’ "Bloody Mary" three times, tryna believe in somethin'

It’s been a year now, and I still got some issuеs

Exchanging 'I Miss You's, I think that’s just a misuse of the term

'Cause she didn’t miss me at all

She hit me harder than I ever, I was better back in the fall

And I can't hold my thoughts down, I'm still dismissing some calls

And now I’m all bumps and bruises, elbows and alcohol

[Verse 2]

Cut me off, cut me down, shut me up, see me drown

I'da been stopped carin' knowin' what I know now

I don't know what's in store, I’m in need, keep buyin'

Medicate, I ain't doing great, so I keep lying

I am in charge of my living or dying

Supply of free time with people that keep me tryin'

On my way up, unhappy dreams

Die before arrival, prematurely grieve

Sick of wait and see, consider making a scene

Think I’m yelling cut, getting hard for me to breathe

And we be near sighted, new high, try it

Sippin' holy water, I-I'm baptizing

Myself inside, no place to hide

Fuck it, let's drink, let the music ride

Not trying to think, forgot to how to believe

Cross my heart, hope to die, gettin’ ready to leave

[Outro]

I don't owe nobody nothin'

I don't wanna be anywhere

I don't owe nobody nothin'

I don't wanna be anywhere

I don't owe nobody nothin'

I don't wanna be anywhere

I don't wanna be here

I don't wanna be here

I don't owe nobody nothin'

I don't wanna be anywhere

I don't owe nobody nothin'

I don't wanna be anywhere

I don't owe nobody nothin'

I don't wanna be anywhere

I don't wanna be here

I don't wanna be here

I don't owe nobody nothin'

I don't wanna be anywhere

I don't owe nobody nothin'

I don't wanna be anywhere

I don't owe nobody nothin'

I don't wanna be anywhere

I don't wanna be here

I don't wanna be here