[Verse 1]
They be tryna figure you out
Bitch I’m slimy, grimy, thieving, and conniving, trifling
On like it, fuck it, you on got to be by me
Never see nobody, bitch don’t talk about it
Nigga I would used to see demons in my closet
I can’t go to sleep without seeing my father dead
I can’t go to sleep without seeing his fucking head
I can’t go to sleep without having dreams of the feds running in my house and ripping me out the bed
You ain’t never been half the shit I went through
And I went through this shit by myself
I ain’t have no damn friends
I ain't no goddamn family
Thats why they look at me crazy
That’s why they barely understand me
Nigga I don’t give a fuck there weren’t no snacks in my damn pantry
I ain't’ nice clothes on back
I ain't have good shoes on my feet
I had weed, bitch I had crack
I had Fay he had the strap
I was in houses the front to back
I was in houses from side to side
Anyone tell you bitch I ain't lying, nigga I kept that shit 100
[Verse 2]
Seen my daddy in that casket that shit hurt me to my stomach
Wanted to throw up, wanted to vomit
I ain't even understand
I ain't even understamd that was his plan
I ain't even understand that when I went home I would never see him again
That shit bring tears to my eyes when I talk about, I miss you
That shit bring tears to my eyes everytime I look at one of your picture
Nigga I ain't never believed in the bible, but when you died I read a scripture
They ask me why it took so damn long to make one of these songs
I say bitch cause my whole life long, I’ve been trying to right all my wrongs
That’s why I don’t write no lines cause I can’t get shit right
Nigga sometimes I feel like a nigga just can’t get right
Sometimes I be feeling like I can’t get right
Sometimes I be going through so much shit I just got to get high
Got to stay high
I wanna be high
Bitch when I die I’m a be high
Nigga ask why I do these drugs, deep down I just want to be loved
On my life, I just want to be loved
My family looking at me crazy, down deep down inside in my body I feel like my momma hate me
I know that they probably thought that I would never ever make it
Well bitch if I don’t make it then I’m telling you now that imma take it
Bitch I’m a taker, money maker, big 40 shooter, and a jaw breaker, and a law breaker, and a raw whipper
Bitch I’m that nigga when I step in the kitchen
Bitch I can’t tell you about chemistry but I can tell you about cooking
I can’t tell yo ass about mathematics buf I can tell you bout the dope game
I can’t tell you ass about history but I can tell you how to get pizza cheap