[Intro]

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Real Rx

Real Rx

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[Verse]

Young nigga stressed the fuck out

I feel like the black nigga on Get Out

Roll the window down, hang the stick out

I hate bitches with a big mouth

They like, "Pap, why the fuck you always doing drugs?"

Why you never leave me alone and shut the fuck up?

I always hear shit when I'm all by myself

But clear as day it sound like somebody else

You never experienced nothing I did

And you never felt the ways that I felt

I'm talking to the pictures on the wall

'Cause that's the only time I see my dawg

Nigga, that shit broke every piece of my heart

Still wish to this day wish I ain't get that call

I'm talking to my nigga all night long

They looking at me like something wrong

Nigga, you don't even know what the fuck going on

I downed two Roxies, leave me alone

I drive fast as fuck for a reason

Maybe one day I'll go like Paul Walker

Everybody know Papi not a talker

I don't want your sympathy so don't even offer

I'm getting sick and I'm feeling nauseous

I keep having dreams seeing me in a coffin

They like, "Pap, why the fuck you thinking bout death?"

I watch my right, I watch my left

I empty this bitch 'til there's nothing left

The Grim Reaper fucking with my head

We having convos on the regular

I try and stay two steps ahead of him

I crack the Wock', it's my medicine

When I'm whipping rock, it's effortless

They say maybe I should go and see a therapist

I got problems ain't no cracker gon' care

I grew up feeling like I was never loved

I got love from the streets, it was what it was

Mama said if she could rewind time, she would

I said if I could rewind time, I wouldn't

It is what it is, Mama, I'm thugging

I get high and think about my big cousin

Other than Neph, closest thing to a brother

I ain't really that close with my lil' brother

We ain't got nothing in common with each other

When he was born, I was in jail

Hoping them crackers found me not guilty

Scared as fuck, paranoid as hell

I'm not religious, I grew up in hell

It's either you make it or you fail

I ain't like reading out loud in school

Other kids used to think I was a fool

I ain't have nice clothes, they ain't think I was fly

I used to wake up wanting to die

BK the one taught me how rob

I turned into a motherfucking problem

I ain't listening to Mama and I ain't going home

When the dog wrong, bet he find a bone

Corrupt as shit, running through my dome

Felt like I was better on my own

Learned a lot about life early on

Bitch, I move like Don Corleone

You can't rewind life, do-over or pause it

I got the stick on me while I'm walking

I wait outside your house just to rob you

Climb through your window, I used the garbage

Empty duffel bag to put your shit

I left out just as fast as I came in

I wish BK was with a nigga now

Up the stick and gun a nigga down

I keep hearing unfamiliar sounds

Don't turn the lights off, just turn them down

I don't sleep that good when I'm in the dark

Start having bad dreams fucking up my thoughts

Wake up out my sleep and I see my dawg

He not really there, but who I'm supposed to call?

I was 11 when I lost my faith in God

I go to jail, regain my faith in God

My first day out of jail somebody getting robbed

They say, "Papi, what’s your motherfucking problem?"

I was selling crack, I ain't go to prom

Crackers ain't put me in a cap and gown

Instead they jump out to pat me down

They know what the fuck I do when I'm around

I robbed every nigga I ever hung around

These niggas moving like some fucking clowns

I don't know why my grandma talk behind my back

Knowing damn well if she called me, I got her back

She gon' lie and act like she don't

But I know goddamn well that she do

You don't love me but I love you

Think you could [?] the one day, she'll come through