[Verse]

Momma say I'm the spittin' image of my daddy

Deep down, I know she wish she never had me

They ain't had faith in me when I started rappin'

I can straight drop, rerock and rewrap it

Everyday heavy, think about is suicide

My momma kick me out, she chose love over me

Then wonder why I don't put her before the street

Streets showed me everything I need to see

I seen my daddy on the concrete

For so many nights, I couldn't go to sleep

Nowadays, Auntie-boo talking to me in my sleep

Ain't nobody gon' love me like you love me

I was dirty as shit back in thirty-three

Now thе trap jump like Larry Bird thirty-three

Drac' go off, burn a nigga in the third degree

My auntiе don’t like me and I don't know why

She can't look me in my eyes, let alone say hi

Shit hurt but I never let it fuck with my head

I blame you for my big cousin bein' dead

All a nigga ever needed was a place to rest

Now he got a permanent place to rest

Why the fuck you wanna show so much love now?

You ain't love him when he was thuggin', don't love him in the ground

When I die, don't come to my funeral

Don't hug my mother, don't try and soothe her

They don't even know what the fuck I be doin'

Try and change everybody life wit' the music

My momma said, "Baby boy, you stress too much"

"Just like yo dad, you do too much"

But whatever a nigga do is never enough

My sister told me, "I believe in you"

"Keep yo foot on they neck what you need to do"

I said, "I never thought I'd hear them words come from you"

She said, "I don't give a fuck what they say about you"

"Just know I'm always ridin', won't play about you"

I love baby cuz like my baby brother

That's cuz but I call him my baby brother

There ain't nothin' in this world that we won't do for each other

Play wit' 'em if he want, bitch, I will bury your mother

I told the Grim Reaper to take me home

You ain't gon' give me a ride then leave me alone

I stared death in the face so many God damn times

Stood ten toes wit' 'em every God damn time

Took three percs tryna calm my God damn mind

My grandma think I lost my God damn mind

I know I'll break her heart into pieces

If I ever told her what's on my God damn mind

'Stead I hold it down like everything fine

'Cause they say things get better in due time

Well I hope it do happen in due time

Before I get locked and have to do time

Treat me like a outcast, wanna single me out

Bullshit back-to-back, still ain't bringin' me down

My own fam, they don't like seein' my 'round

It's crazy, my family probably think I'll rob 'em

They act funny with me then I be ready to rob 'em

Don't get me wrong, that's my family, I'm not gon' rob 'em

But if I did rob 'em, it wouldn't be a problem

'Cause I never did nothin' wrong to nobody

My momma asked me why I don't be talkin'

'Cause when I talk they think I'm retarded

I be stuck in deep thought quite often

It's seven Percs left, I might off 'em

They ain't gon' be happy 'til they see me in a coffin

Or stuck in a wheelchair, not walkin'

I remember my grandma lied on me for no reason

And still, to this day, I wanna know the reason

They labeled me as shiesty and greazy

I'm slidin' for my dog whenever he need me

Seen Tito in my dreams like a day ago

He said, "No matter what, cuz, just play your role"

Shit fucked me up, I woke up sweatin' bad

Looked in the mirror, all I saw was my dad

I blinked and BK was behind my back

I blinked one time and everything went black

I opened my eyes, I'm bloody as shit

This the second time this shit happen again

Got me lookin' for cuz like "Where he went?"

Can't find pops, he gone inna wind

This shit ain't right, somebody playin' with my head

Seen Auntie-boo at the end of my bed

Been eleven years since she been dead

But every day, that shit still fuck with my head

She had cancer, layin' in that hospital bed

Her last request was "Can you hold my hand?"

I be goin' through problems you will never understand

'Cause I never even reached out for her hand