Kidney Bean

By Rusty James

Released on July 30, 1997

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Slapped your hand in my face, took two steps back with wet eyes

Surprise and impact fought it out between themselves

Your previous words rang in my ears, an urge to move blurred my thoughts

How could I ever make you understand my head?

Saw you down to the street, soaked up your spit and soaked up your hate

Though wishing you away, somehow I tried to make you stay

Terrified, double-eyed, you crushed my petty reasons

My vain attempt to make up for those spoiled few days

You were once my dearest, but now disgust has stolen all my love

I'm feeling helpless, helpless and ashamed again

Your previous words rang in my ears, an urge to move blurred my thoughts

How could I ever make you understand my head?

Terrified, double-eyed, you crushed my petty reasons

My vain attempt to make up for those spoiled few days

Terrified, double-eyed, you crushed my petty reasons

My vain attempt to make up for those spoiled few years

Tear down the circle of time

I lose myself with willing mind

"What a waste", you say

I don't mean to cause you pain, but you will never see the sun again

Tear down the circle of time (I lose myself)

I lose myself with willing mind (I lose myself, I lose myself)

"What a waste", you say

I don't mean to cause you pain, but you will never see the sun again