Released on August 28, 2020

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[Verse 1]

What the hell am I doing down here?

I thought that I was finally in the clear

But all it takes is once to make your demons reappear

What the hell am I doing down here?


[Verse 2]

It's easier to say than it is to do

To let go of the things I need to lose

To grow out of the old and take the shape of something new

It's easier to say than it is to do


[Chorus]

And my, my, my

I'm just going through some changes

That don't mean

Everything is rearranging

Just give me time

I know I have been a stranger

Just don't give up on me

I'm just going through some changes


[Verse 3]

I'm in the basement threatening to score

You're teary-eyed and running to the door

All my ups and downs have worn you out by now, I'm sure

You're teary-eyed and running to the door


[Verse 4]

I'm sorry that I didn't take your call

I've been busy staring at the wall

The disappointment in your voice would hurt me most of all

I'm sorry that I didn't take your call


[Chorus]

And my, my, my

I'm just going through some changes

That don't mean

Everything is rearranging

Just give me time

I know I have been a stranger

Just don't give up on me

I'm just going through some changes


[Chorus]

And my, my, my

I'm just going through some changes

But that don't mean

Everything is rearranging

Just give me time

I know I have been a stranger

Just don't give up on me

I'm just going through some changes


[Outro]

At least I'm not the thing I was before

At least I'm giving it all I am and more

Even when the heat is rising up behind the door

At least I'm not the thing I was before