Released on May 19, 2020

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[Intro]

Yeah

Yeah, yeah, yeah, mmm

Yeah

Man, this one's special right here, for real

(M-M-M-Murda)


[Chorus]

Cried so much (Woah)

I think that I'm out of tears (Fresh out, fresh out)

I can't lie, the pain's still here

Hug my mom (Woah)

Tell her not to have no fear (I got you)

I know you're hurt, but I'm right here


[Post-Chorus]

If you're checkin' up on me, then I gotta say, "Thank you" (Thank you)

Thank you (Thank you), thank you (Thank you, thank you)

Unless you're only checkin' up on me for a check

If you're checkin' up on me, then I gotta say, "Thank you" (Thank you)

Thank you (Thank you), thank you (Thank you, thank you)

Unless you're only checkin' up on me for a check


[Verse 1]

Yeah

I'm a public figure, so my privacy is compromised

It's like both of them are tryna harmonize

But one is always louder than the other

I don't think I know somebody prouder than my mother

So I gotta stay strong for me and her both

Took a couple losses, wish it hurt me the most, but it didn't

If you ask me what's wrong, I don't speak right

In the past week alone, watched her grieve twice

Two souls buried, so I try to come around more

Every day, weed and white wine around four

I ain't really trippin' though, I know she's a soldier

I hope that the pain gets light as Sammy Sosa

Grammy woke up yesterday as a widow, that's your parents

You're strong, but you're still just a human, that's apparent

And I'm scared of the potential of you spiralin' down

I was cryin' yesterday, but I ain't cryin' right now, yeah


[Chorus]

Cried so much (Woah)

I think that I'm out of tears (Fresh out, fresh out)

I can't lie, the pain's still here

Hug my mom (Woah)

Tell her not to have no fear (I got you)

I know you're hurt, but I'm right here


[Post-Chorus]

If you're checkin' up on me, then I gotta say, "Thank you" (Thank you)

Thank you (Thank you), thank you (Thank you, thank you)

Unless you're only checkin' up on me for a check

If you're checkin' up on me, then I gotta say, "Thank you" (Thank you)

Thank you (Thank you), thank you (Thank you, thank you)

Unless you're only checkin' up on me for a check


[Verse 2]

Yeah, given this grim situation

I'm tryna be the sun amongst this precipitation

Flippin' patience into people who hated

That send me DMs that say, "I knew you would make it"

I'll take it, given the alternative, I always said the truth

They got mad how I worded it, too bad (Haha)

They tried to vilify me

But that ain't stop these millions that be chillin' by me

Get a M & B like Joel

Since 2016, I managed two commas so well

Odell Beckham, how I'm stretchin' for my goal post

I was too open and let some hoes close

I got real-life problems, I don't care about tweets

Or the guilt and the bitterness that makes you not sleep

Oh well, bitch, I'm not entertaining drama

I'm focused on my mama and alleviatin' trauma, for real


[Chorus]

Cried so much (Woah)

I think that I'm out of tears (Fresh out, fresh out)

I can't lie, the pain's still here

Hug my mom (Woah)

Tell her not to have no fear (I got you)

I know you're hurt, but I'm right here


[Post-Chorus]

If you're checkin' up on me, then I gotta say, "Thank you" (Thank you)

Thank you (Thank you), thank you (Thank you, thank you)

Unless you're only checkin' up on me for a check

If you're checkin' up on me, then I gotta say, "Thank you" (Thank you)

Thank you (Thank you), thank you (Thank you, thank you)

Unless you're only checkin' up on me for a check