[Chorus: zombAe]

I'm wearing spikes just like they’re earrings

Stay on my mind, just like tinnitus make my ears ring

I shower every night but I will never feel clean

I told you that I love you, but you're hard of hearing (ha)

Yeah, I know the real tea

Is that you know my past too much to know the real me

But by your side I'll always stay and prove my fealty

And I’ll keep whispering one day so that you'll hear me

[Verse 1: zombAe]

I know I should love myself

And that's the resonance but I can't be delusional

That's just the deficit, I hate mysеlf too much to diet

I'm diabetic, shit, I wish that's something that a dialеctic on aesthetics fix

My teeth, my face, my eyes, my lips and

What have I chosen from it, uh

Curse the mire's myer’s wit, and

Nothing’s left and don't exist, yeah

And my goal, covered it away ’cause I won't ever be beloved by the stage

And I'm sorry for the ones that love me and have faith

But I can never love the love as much as I appreciate the hate

'Cause I look at it and I say it’s true

It's permanent, up in my skin, like some tattoos

Insecurity of people not looking like you

It's a trap they lock you in it's enclosed with on you

I can't find the key, I can't find the key

But I'm hoping that you'll confide in me

And I'm singing, but, I can't find the key

Ain't no room left, ain't no lock and key

[Chorus: zombAe]

I'm wearing spikes just like they're earrings

Stay on my mind like tinnitus make my ears ring

I shower every night but I will never feel clean

I told you that I love you but you're hard of hearing (ha)

Yeah, I know the real tea

Is that you know my past too much to know the real me

But by your side I'll always stay and prove my fealty

And I'll keep whispering one day so that you'll hear me

[Verse 2: doin' fine]

Okay, okay, okay, okay, well you're not dead

Though you feel like it, thanks a lot meds

Speakin' on me without knowing you can drop dead

Tranny in a manic sort of pose so you should stop and stare

Recently I learned I didn't learn a single thing

I hurt another boy who was close to me

Smell of blood on my clothes always lingering

Slowly watch the colors in your eyes dwindling

So what's love, if all you learned was sex

I don't delete accounts, I still miss an ex

Here and there, I'm still scared of getting checked

'Cause I'm a half girl in a puke-stained maid dress

I wish I was fifteen, I wish you were twenty-two

I'm not gon' finish that lyric, you know what to do

Don't abuse your power, but if you take my youth

The dye pack will pop, boutta turn my hair blue

[Instrumental Bridge]

[Outro]

It's rural!

I just, I just, I just-

I just, I just, I just-

I just, I just, I just-

It's rural!

I just, I just, I just-

It's rural!

I shower every night but I will never feel clean

I told you that I love you but you're hard of hearing

It's rural!

Yeah, I know the real tea

Is that you know my past too much to know the real me

But by your side I'll always stay and prove my fealty

And I'll keep whispering one day so that you'll hear me