anymore - Intellectual

[Verse 1: doin' fine]

It's a long cold winter, I'm the young trans Paul Weller, huh

I woke up knowing that you don’t love me

What am I saying, I don't know shit

Its the problem with these meds I get

Paranoia make my stomach sick

Oh shit, am I excess? I bet I am

And your best friend just wants me for sex

They told me that all by themselves, yeah

I don't fall in love this often

So compromises aren't really up for discussion

It’s my ego and my symptoms baby

That'll crush you when I'm crushing

And I get jealous and shit from bout anything

Talk for a minute I take about anything

I just wanted to know that you listening

I just wanted to know that you ain't sick of me

Bridgеs I'm crossing are getting too rickety

Othеr ones got burnt when I was the TMPF

I don’t need that much honestly

I just need to be loved explicitly

I need a love with parental advisory

Too many people I know that won’t die for me

The feeling ain't mutual and its too enlightening

So I need to fuckin' escape from the eyes on me

Crying it, c'mon there Riley don’t die on me

Im in a climate thats full of a dying breed

I can't take anymore, I need like twenty whores

Showin' em plenty gore, I need new life to breathe

Our father who art in heaven, hallowed be thy name

I will steal the light you bring

I will claim your work as my own and make it as such

And for none of these things am I sorry, for I do not repent

For I am the new god, and you are nothing

And you will not do shit

[Chorus: zombAe, doin' fine, Charlotte Crosby]

Die in my heart

Die in the streets

At least this way I can keep my dreams

'Cause my heart goes out and my [?]

I want my future but don't want the [?]

I'm the monster with these two green eyes

Im drawin' out the kukri knife

When scrutinized, our beauty lies

When we are both dehumanized, yuh

I don't deal with anyone who won't help me anymore

I don't deal with you because you don't like me anymore

[Bridge: Charlotte Crosby]

Last night at the park

I gave you my heart

Broken at the seems

Didn't know what it means