[Verse 1]

Spread out on my desk

Trying to make sense of something

I can't decompress

'Cause if I have control

I wanna share the weight with someone

Breathing me in full

Like you did for one moment

And I just wanna pull myself in

And be close to it

[Verse 2]

Washing up again

Trying to drown myself in purpose

Burning all my ends

But I'm still falling in

Drifting like that kid I think of

Always running thin

For so long to be wanted

Passing the baton from one hand to the open

[Refrain]

I wanna know why I don't

I wanna know why I don't

I wanna know why I don't

I wanna know why I don't