(I was only 18)

(You got in my psyche)

(Didn't really know enough, oh)

I was only 18

You got in my psyche

Didn't really know enough

Felt the stars aligning

Daydreams of a dumb kid

Back into the rabbit hole

Haunted from times we were birds of a feather

Like I had a dream there were blue skies forever

I'm drenched up in sweat every morning, its bad and

I just wanted you to know

I stare at my ceiling and go on/off, heads up

I'm drowning in visions of you, can't escape 'em

I don’t know how to lay low

I just wanna know that you're okay

Cause I'm still caught in line in everyway

I can see you right up here with me

But you wanna give it up, the day that you gave me up

You were only 18

Lost on all of your dreams

Told you you shouldve kept 'em up

I still got your room key

Thinking what we could be

Like it doest tear me up

Haunted from times we were birds of a feather

Like I had a dream there were blue skies forever

I'm caught in the heat so I roll out the window

I air out the thoughts but without 'em im see through

Yeah I had a dream we were down for forever

I'm drenched up in sweat im just banging my head

I can't seem to get rid of this weather, whether you know

Cause I just wanna know that you're okay

Cause I'm still caught in line in everyway

I can see you right up here with me

But you wanna give it up, the day that you gave me up

I might never get enough

Dont tell me to give you up

Know I'm putting effort but I cannot help it to wonder if im enough

If back then I gave enough, I'd rather be dead you know

Know I'm putting effort but I cannot help it to wonder but that's enough

I'd rather be dead you know

If i gotta give you up

Just know that I'm finished, nothing left to give and I wonder if I'm enough

Just know that I'm finished, nothing left to give and I'm here overthinking and wondering if back then I gave enough