[Chorus]

I'm in control

Biggest asshole that you know

Fresh as fuck with the new flows

Call me cristiano cause you know damn well put in work when it comes to achieving my goals

I just get high on my lows

These knee-ggas got me fucked up

Like disney when that magical black man showed up, they shouldve called me d rose

Where I'm from there's no heroes

There's those who sell heroin and they're in the business of dying before 24

I call that relatable flaws

I broke some debatable laws

I even dealt powder to blow

But that's just the struggle to glow

I'm starting to grow

I'm in the business of sharing my pain

Bare as my witness as i bathe in shame

Sell out that soul that you so wanna claim

Calm that anxiety hurting your brain

Bring out the best that you know you can be

Trust into you what you trust into me

Cause god knows i still watch mtv

Saying god damn it bro that should be me

[First Verse]

You know what they do to the niggas like me?

The ones who ain't grow up in hoods like TV

The ones who ain't really fit in stereotypes

The ones who just niggas cause they got the skin

We get in this place where we gotta pretend

Like to justify what you know you gon be

Not big or important no nothing like that

We mean like a nigga, the thing that you see

I mean like the nigga, the thing that they said

Like what all the rappers would rap on tv

Oh you really think we know nothing bout that?

I've been a nigga before i could breathe

I'm just a nigga bro, nothing's for me

My teacher said sorry it is how it is

Now go play some B ball and pass up that weed

We seen this prior, we know where it leads

Sorry for you hoe im bout 25

This shit a blessing cause i almost died

So sorry if im not that emotionally here

I saw so much shit, it ain't easy to cry

I did so much shit, so you know what i fear

The thing that can bring my career to a stop

The thing that got nipsey and Ty over here

The thing that made chauvin be great as a cop

[Chorus]

I'm in control

Biggest asshole that you know

Fresh as fuck with the new flows

Call me cristiano cause you know damn well put in work when it comes to achieving my goals

I just get high on my lows

These knee-ggas got me fucked up

Like disney when that magical black man showed up, they shouldve called me d rose

Where I'm from there's no heroes

There's those who sell heroin and they're in the business of dying before 24

I call that relatable flaws

I broke some debatable laws

I even dealt powder to blow

But that's just the struggle to glow

I'm starting to grow

I'm in the business of sharing my pain

Bare as my witness as i bathe in shame

Sell out that soul that you so wanna claim

Calm that anxiety hurting your brain

Bring out the best that you know you can be

Trust into you what you trust into me

Cause god knows i still watch mtv

Saying god damn it bro that should be me

[2nd Verse]

Hold up for what nigga, this shit ain't serious

Death is a knock away, nothing mysterious

How can you ask me to bond with inferiors?

Im a big brain little guy, call me Tyrion

I want the paper, i don't care bout what green he on

I want the butter, the cheese the filet mignon

I might just pop off and show out and get a gun

In case my past life show up with no time to run

This why my niggas get murked when they having fun

This why a nigga ain't never having a son

All of the lights on the spot whenever I'm on

So i never ever have to be alone

This why my niggas get murked when they having fun

This why a nigga ain't never having a son

All of the lights on the spot whenever I'm on

So i never ever ever...

[Chorus]

I'm in control

Biggest asshole that you know

Fresh as fuck with the new flows

Call me cristiano cause you know damn well put in work when it comes to achieving my goals

I just get high on my lows

These knee-ggas got me fucked up

Like disney when that magical black man showed up, they shouldve called me d rose

Where I'm from there's no heroes

There's those who sell heroin and they're in the business of dying before 24

I call that relatable flaws

I broke some debatable laws

I even dealt powder to blow

But that's just the struggle to glow

I'm starting to grow

I'm in the business of sharing my pain

Bare as my witness as i bathe in shame

Sell out that soul that you so wanna claim

Calm that anxiety hurting your brain

Bring out the best that you know you can be

Trust into you what you trust into me

Cause god knows i still watch mtv

Saying god damn it bro that should be me