Huntress - Intellectual

[Chorus: rubywitch]

I'm at the barrel of a gun

My life be hangin' from a ribbon, like I don't know what I won

You can meet me at the finish line, call me when you're done

I said winning's not enough, I'm tryna get out of the rough

My ride, it just gets rougher

High tide, I sink, I blunder

Don't cry, realize, don't wonder

Does all the fun hurt? I couldn't help but wonder

Midnight really burns, but I swear I think the sun's worse

It still really hurts, I swear I can feel my lungs burst

You still want a heart, you're still gonna have to gimme one first

Memory in parts, fuck, I'm sorry, I'm still made of numbers

Close the curtains, close the curtains

Close the curtains, close the— (Hey)

Sick and tired of people tellin' me that I'm worthless

Say that you love me, but you're the reason I'm hurting

Thoughts of you wrap around my head like a turban

Go to sleep, wake up, and I still feel like shit

I, can't, keep livin' like this (I, can't)

I, can't, keep on fightin' (I, can't)

I can't do this alone

I'm losing my grip, I think I'm losing control

(I don't want you to go)

You don't care about me, only care 'bout yourself

Would've been better off right by myself

I hope that you burn in hell