Hilltops - Intellectual

[Chorus: Ruby Mitchell]

I can’t manage, can’t understand it

I’m so confused, no bandage

Leave me with damage, I can’t undo, goddammit

The way I planned it, it’s all for you

It’s all for you

I think I need you by my side or I just can’t survive

But I just can’t decide ‘cause all you do is tell me lies

I know the truth can get disguised, I seen in it your eyes

It’s time to let it die, no, It’s time to let it die

[Verse 1: Ruby Mitchell]

Tryna save your place

Then you better act good

You can’t seal my fate

You don’t know me that good

Baby, I need a break

Baby, I need a back wood

Now we face to face

Go head take your last look

I don’t think you made your mark, feel like you left a stain on me

Let me dry inside my heart, I need to feel it rain on me

Hate it’s over

Coulda been your soldier, go to war for you

Can’t get closure ‘cause you cut me open, I’ve been torn for you

[Verse 2: Corbin]

I was just your martyr

You're my weakness for my kinks in my armor

Hard to let go of what we had, I’m a hoarder

I can’t admit where we’re at, it’s torture

You found me vulnerable (Yeah)

Taken full advantage like fentanyl

Restrain every sentinel

A puppet to the strings you pull

You throw me out at night, I’m asleep in the cold, can you throw me a bone?

My impending doom, think I’m right on the edge

I expected to lose, I’ve been ready for it

Yeah, you tied my noose, like a sheriff, Nottingham

Were you really there for me? Were you just a hologram?

I hide the scars, yeah, you made my nightmare real, I can’t turn it off

Got me on my deathbed, got me at my funeral

Tell me why you want that, baby, do you really know?

I’m an addict and you’re the pharmaceuticals