[Verse 1]

Crawling past on the back of a bad year

You left me here with the last of the last of the souvenirs

Fading fast like a plane on a frontier

You kept me near at a road full of hope with some good fear

Turn black like some ash on an [?]

You're safer here with your smoke and your jokes and your folks near

Try to laugh with the splash of a cold tear

Can't help but hearing the crash of the past that you held dear

[Verse 2]

Falling back on the past like a stunned deer

You took me here at a [?], cutting half with your ghost nеar

Heart attacks like an axe through an old tree

You carriеd me through the patches of black in my twenties

Leaving fast like a fly through some honey

You disappear in the night towards the light, tryna blind me

Made it last like a flash or a frenzy

Now you see, tryna go, feeling low, looking empty