I've never been the type of boy people love, no

I've always been the type to run so I'm no one to trust

I've never been the type of kid who wonders, no

I've always known that I was never gonna be enough

I've never been the type of boy people love, no

And I let that get to me yeah, I always gave up

I never spoke 'cause I was too shy

I never found peace inside my mind

I never loved 'cause I was too blind

Paralyzed, paralyzed

I did things that I can't undo

I lost feelings that were true

Now I'm trying to break through

To break through, to break through

I'm lost on the other side

Where I don't always see the light

I'm just trying to survive

Watching the hours go by

I've never been the type to overthink things, no

I've always known my place and I was too afraid to move

I've never been the type to pull people's strings, no

I've always been the one to be told what is and isn't right

I never spoke 'cause I was too shy

I never found peace inside my mind

I never loved 'cause I was too blind

Paralyzed, paralyzed

I did things that I can't undo

I lost feelings that were true

Now I'm trying to break through

To break through, to break through

I'm lost on the other side

Where I don't always see the light

I'm just trying to survive

Watching the hours go by