I Might Not Be Here Tomorrow

[Verse: Roy Kunk Lug]

I'm living life through lenses

Can't imagine the expenses

I've been crazy to overlook the pain that she had fucking mentioned

She's scared she knows the truth, she cries away all her intentions

But what she doesn't know is that I see her tears in my reflection

I know what you've been going through, I hear your lies

The inflection in your voice is a call for help, just in disguise

Life goes so fast that this depression seemed like a surprise

These last few months have been the kind of nightmare that you can't describe

Hey, I ain't looking for trouble

I'm looking for the types of drugs that make you see double

Twice the chance you take your own life or maybe a couple

If you saw what I saw through these eyes I bet you'd understand my struggle

There's plenty of evidence suggesting my innocence

I write stories about the events so I can give my two cents

Look at me now, you can see I'm clearly overwhelmed with happiness

Until you peel back the layers of silence

Eighteen years of false intent

I am a scatter-brained, maniacal daydreamer

I've spent my entire life searching for the wrong answers

I've conducted myself in the only way I thought I deserved

I don't understand why true happiness seems so fucking absurd

These rappers are new but damn, they sound so outdated

They think they've got content, so me and YungDad contemplated

If we take out their lives with these lines, practically decapitated

That second track was so bad, it had me feeling sedated

Nonetheless, I don't got time for this silly business

I spend my time on what's important, it's really been a minute

Since I cared enough to attack the universal sickness

To wage war on fuckers who think they putting on these clinics

You don't know a clinic from a grimace, see my fist red

This isn't a motherfucking TED Talk, put those lyrics to bed

Like I put to bed the feelings I had for the chick I misread

Did I misread or does she not understand what goes on in her head?

I hope she figures it out

I hope she sees what I see

I hope she sees what I'm about

I hope she sees what I can be

I hope she knows one thing

I won't be around forever

I might not be here tomorrow