Released on April 2021

Thumbnail

[Intro]

(xmichaelwarren)


[Verse 1]

Run around in my room, thoughts too loud, now I can't hear myself

Sleeping in past noon, tears are fallin', I can never help

From going down, been fallin' quick, I can see the ground

Blood bath, wanna see you drown

Suffocation, no breathing now

Fall asleep, countin' sheep out loud

Wanna end it but I don't know how

Wanna end it but I don't know how

Wanna end it, can you help me?


[Chorus]

You know I can't take back all the shit that I did

Still, you stabbed my back, know you'd do it again

Put a bullet through my head, know I can't take all this shit

I need to get out quick

Fuckin' losin' myself, I been burnin' through scripts

Put me back on the shelf, I'm just a puppet to them

Just a puppet to them


[Verse 2]

I keep waking up screamin' like oh my god

Said I don't think that we’ll make it

Maybe let's try another time

Lookin' deep in your eyes, why don't I feel alive

I cannot takе this, damage, I'm shaking

Yeah, you know I'm fucked up, always feelin' anxious

Yеah, you know I fucked up, I can never take a hint

Shoulda know you're over this, shoulda known you're over it

Then again, on the other hand, you always pull me in

Tell me that's fine, yeah, you told me it'd be good again

Why do I always just end up lookin' foolish in the end?

Foolish in the end

One too many times, know I lost my count

If I gave into my thoughts then I'd be down and out

Lost my will to give a fuck, know I really hate you now

Lost my will to give a fuck, know I really hate you now


[Bridge]

You know I can't take back all the shit that I did

Yeah, I know I can't take back all the shit that I did


[Chorus]

You know I can't take back all the shit that I did

Still, you stabbed my back, know you'd do it again

Put a bullet through my head, know I can't take all this shit

I need to get out quick

Fuckin' losin' myself, I been burnin' through scripts

Put me back on the shelf, I'm just a puppet to them

Puppet to them