premonition - Intellectual

[Intro]

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[Verse 1]

Wonder what it is she wanted from me, and I

Cannot keep my focus on anything I ever like

Let alone love, I can see you've had enough

I've been low enough, wonder why you're never showing up

[Pre-Chorus]

Know I don't got it in me to fucking start this again

Keep you at an arm's length, need to get as far away

From all this shit, yeah, I'd run if I can

My legs are breaking under me, you wanna feel again

[Chorus]

Slowly start to realize I deserve this

And I can't hold you when those curtains close

Say goodbye, but it feels like you rehearsed it

The stage lights burning, don't know what I'm nervous for

You're closing every door, shake me to my core

I got a feeling that you're bored, can't stop thinking, my head sore

And I've been here before, blood on the floor, it's not mine

Ask how I'm doing, you know that I'm lying, say I'm fine

[Post-Chorus]

I'm fine

Feel the blood dripping down your spine, swear that I'm fine

Seeing you like salt in my wounds, but I'm alright

Body on ice, you don't live twice

[Verse 2]

And I know you're fucking lying when you say you don't care now

Hurts worse than you think, but still, I'm feeling it out

It's been a minute since I really fucking saw you

Wanna fucking call you, but I know it's already done