Now I can see how deep these scars go

I buried all of the pain and strangled my soul

My min hid everything beneath the heart

So I regurgitated memories like a flying deck of cards

Too young to die of old ways

"Back in the day when I was young" I was so naive

"I'm not a kid anymore"

But I can't believe some days I wish that I was still that boy

No

The "wrong" knew how to survive, I've seen it

"Right" never spoke my name

Fuck it

So be it

I'm still suffering from bad habits like an old man drug addict

I can't let it end like this

No