Jocelyn Flores

By Rotorial

Released on June 21, 2022

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[Intro: Shiloh Dynasty]

I know you so well, so well

I mean, I can do anything that he can

I've been pretty—

[Bridge: XXXTENTACION & Shiloh Dynasty]

I know you're somewhere, somewhere

I've been trapped in my mind, girl, just holding on

I don't wanna pretend we're something, we're nothing

I've been stuck thinking 'bout her, I can't hold on (I'll be feeling)


[Verse 1: XXXTENTACION]

I'm in pain, wanna put ten shots in my brain

I've been trippin' 'bout some things, can't change

Suicidal, same time I'm tame

Picture this, in bed, get a phone call

Girl that you fucked with killed herself

That was this summer when nobody helped

And ever since then, man, I hate myself

Wanna fuckin' end it, pessimistic

All wanna see me with no pot to piss in

But niggas been excited 'bout the grave I'm diggin'

Havin' conversations 'bout my haste decisions

Fuckin' sickenin'; at the same time

Memories surface through the grapevine

'Bout my uncle playin' with a slip knot

Post-traumatic stress got me fucked up

Been fucked up since the couple months they had a nigga locked up


[Chorus: XXXTENTACION & Shiloh Dynasty]

I'll be feelin' pain, I'll be feelin' pain just to hold on


[Verse 2: Lil Peep]

I don't wanna lose you

I don't wanna hate you

I don't wanna do you like that

Why you gotta do me like that?

'Cause I got face tats and my boots black

I don't wanna go to school, I'on like that

Everybody think I'm cool, I'on like that

Codeine by the pool while I write raps

Spend money like a fool, I'ma make it back

I'ma have a couple million when I'm 21

Shawty told me that she thought that I was 21

Now she want me even more 'cause I'm fuckin' young

Hatin' on me, 24, you a fuckin' bum

Bitch, I'm always off them drugs when I'm in the club

I ain’t smokin' on a dub, I got lots of bud

All these bitches fall in love, but I'm not the plug

All these bitches fall in love, I'm the only one


[Chorus: XXXTENTACION & Shiloh Dynasty]

And I don't feel the same, I'm so numb

I'll be feelin' pain, I'll be feelin' pain just to hold on

And I don't feel the same, I'm so numb


[Outro: Shiloh Dynasty]

I know you so well (I know you, girl)

I mean, I can do better than he can

I've been pretty—

I know you so well