Released on November 1, 2024

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[Verse 1]

Had my first panic attack after I turned thirteen

And the pain in my chest lasted 'til twenty-three

Ten years of my life

Throwing fists at my mind


[Verse 2]

I held the stress in my blood and the fear in my veins

Told myself it was chemical, I'd never change

Ten years of my life

Same old tears in my eyes


[Chorus]

'Cause I always thought I would be anxious

My heart in a knot, halfway to breaking

And all of my best years were already gone

I always thought I'd be sad, glad I was wrong


[Verse 3]

I still remember that night, I was only fifteen

Saw the wholе world come crashing down right at my feet

Stood over a grave

And I lost all my faith


[Chorus]

'Causе I always thought I would be anxious

My heart in a knot, halfway to breaking

And all of my best years were already gone

I always thought I'd be sad, glad I was wrong


[Bridge]

I'm so glad, I'm so glad, I'm so glad I was wrong

I was sad, I was sad, I was sad for so long

I'm glad I was wrong

I'm so glad, I'm so glad, I'm so glad I was wrong

I was sad, I was sad, I was sad for so long

I'm glad I was wrong


[Verse 4]

I'm twenty-four and I'm learning when life wears me thin

I still have the same heart but I've got thicker skin

Ten years of my life

Now I'm finally alive