October

By Roko B

Released on October 31, 2022

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The leaves start to fall

Just like the people

Around me

The sky is turning gray

And all I can say is:

"I'm not in love"

And I'm not the kind of person

That gets deep into emotion

But I want to feel something

It's the sixth of the month

And I'm in my bed alone

Nobody's gone

And nobody's home

I'm feeling unmoored when the rain starts to pour

How come it's October

And only my heart is going colder

I wake up again every morning

The same as always

And I cover my ears

While I try not to hear

What everybody's saying

I put a smile on display

And I'm not the kind of person

That gets deep into emotion

But I want to feel something

It's the sixth of the month

And I'm in my bed alone

Nobody's gone

And nobody's home

I'm feeling unmoored when the rain starts to pour

How come it's October

And only my heart is going colder

Oh, I get it

All you want is someone

Who thinks about you

Keeps you busy in hard times

Oh, I see it

All through the rain

That falls from the sky

And drowns my eyes

And the warmth of someone's hand

Might fix that

Everything that

Was and is bad

I'm not the kind of person

That gets deep into emotion

But I want to feel something

It's the sixth of the month

And I'm in my bed alone

Nobody's gone

And nobody's home

I'm feeling unmoored when the rain starts to pour

How come it's October

And only my heart is going colder