The picture comes up to my mind

I really wish that I was drunk

Remembering my love for you

It makes me wanna throw up

And I don't wanna see

Anything connecting you and me

After I realized

You took up too much of my time and space

And I fantasized of

Something so unreal

Now I'm glad I'll never feel

Like that again

It should be said

The wind came in and blew you away

The house was taken by an earthquake

Nothing new that I have never loved it

But to be honest this is all I wanted

No more living

Rent free in my head alone

It doesn't even seem so bad

I don't need a solution

To make you disappear

I see that I'm wasting words on you

But it's me

I open up it's what I do

Free of wanting

Eternally grateful

That now I feel nothing

I used to listen to the rain

Hoping that I won't hear my thoughts

Sick and tired

Broken heart

Of all the times I fought against

The feelings that constantly kept

Pulling me back to you

And I don't wanna seem like

I hate you, no

But I kinda do

Even though you did nothing wrong

And I kept holding on for so long

The wind came in and blew you away

The house was taken by an earthquake

Nothing new that I have never loved it

But to be honest this is all I wanted

No more living

Rent free in my head alone

It doesn't even seem so bad

I don't need a solution

To make you disappear

I see that I'm wasting words on you

But it's me

I open up it's what I do

Free of wanting

Eternally grateful

That now I feel nothing

And I know it may seem

Like I'm lying

Cause I'm not flying

Over it

The only way I can move on

Is pretending that I don't care

A bit

But the stars aligned

And the forces binded

To create a way for me

To be enlightened

That I don't need you anymore

I don't need you no more

Living

Rent free in my head alone

It doesn't even seem so bad

I don't need a solution

To make you disappear

I see that I'm wasting words on you

But it's me

I open up it's what I do

Free of wanting

Eternally grateful

That now I feel nothing