[Hook]

Back in my mind lost in the time in which God has gifted

I'm reminiscing bout tinted times where I felt so lifted

Where has life shifted and why is it so tilted twisted

People committed to be restrictive and contradict ya

Lost in my mind hoping I find myself the biggest picture

And gorgeous times but unpredicted and unscripted

Those times existence is what inflicts my new addiction

Yes I admit it I see visions that are really vivid

Back in my mind lost in the time in which God has gifted

I'm reminiscing bout tinted times where I felt so lifted

Where has life shifted and why is it so tilted twisted

People committed to be restrictive and contradict ya

Lost in my mind hoping I find myself the biggest picture

And gorgeous times but unpredicted and unscripted

Those times existence is what inflicts my new addiction

Yes I admit it I see visions that are really vivid

[Verse]

I feel blessed

When I get caught up in my mind I remind myself that I'm blessed

So I'ma focus on myself and let God go handle the rest

I remember when I didn't I frequently found me stressed

But I'm blessed

Eating noodles right now

While I stack up all this money to get me and bookie a house

Dreams have shifted long and far from always wanting a crowd

But life's been tinted black as tar but still won't ever stop the sound

I've been doing things I never did never thought I'd see it coming

But its nothing compared to everything else we all have summoned

I got a dozen loving memories with all my cousins

The pushing shoving the running crying the huff and puffing

All the running and rushing was my actual planned discussion

Life is something you can not force yourself to stomach

Stop mind dumping, your thoughts is getting over flooded

Don't you rush it just take your time there's better coming

[Hook]

Back in my mind lost in the time in which God has gifted

I'm reminiscing bout tinted times where I felt so lifted

Where has life shifted and why is it so tilted twisted

People committed to be restrictive and contradict ya

Lost in my mind hoping I find myself the biggest picture

And gorgeous times but unpredicted and unscripted

Those times existence is what inflicts my new addiction

Yes I admit it I see visions that are really vivid

Back in my mind lost in the time in which God has gifted

I'm reminiscing bout tinted times where I felt so lifted

Where has life shifted and why is it so tilted twisted

People committed to be restrictive and contradict ya

Lost in my mind hoping I find myself the biggest picture

And gorgeous times but unpredicted and unscripted

Those times existence is what inflicts my new addiction

Yes I admit it I see visions that are really vivid

[Alternate Hook]

I see the curses in the blessing in the disguise

Always asking why to the man up in the sky

Grew tolerance in pain don't know the last time that I've cried

I see the curses in the blessing in the disguise

Always asking why to the man up in the sky

Grew tolerance in pain don't know the last time that I've cried

[Verse 2]

I can't even complain that life isn't fair

We had our whole life to play the game but I just didn't care

I see you like to entertain you got talent right there

Shoulda just learned a little more don't be afraid to be square

Picked up the controller then that shit got boring

Started hanging with the boys see what girls we could score but

We was youngings couldn't control it

Fell in love

Got heartbroken

Couldn't control her

Started thinking above all of that bull shit

Made a full split with them games

Had to go rearrange

From having fun to doing business there's no time for us to play

It's nice to see og be freed he was locked up eating Shabangs

So seeing his new mind of state made me feel thankful for our plates

So there I go saying my Grace

So there I go saying my Grace

[Alternate Hook]

I see the curses in the blessing in the disguise

Always asking why to the man up in the sky

Grew tolerance in pain don't know the last time that I've cried

I see the curses in the blessing in the disguise

Always asking why to the man up in the sky

Grew tolerance in pain don't know the last time that I've cried