[Hook] x2

I've

Been on my toes

Making this music just looking for gold

I

Am filled with hope

Keep it consistent can't ever be slow

I

Have been so low

Knowing so much that Ive never had known

I

Know that Ill go

Places I ain't seen before

[Verse 1]

I dont why they make my dream seem so BAD

But its the only talent that I ever HAD

I wonder why when I persue it, they get MAD

Just that fact really makes life super SAD

Now yall know how I get by

Grandpa turn up the volume cuz music is to high

Family rather just listen gossip then see a fam member hit numbers like Tupac

But I do not mind it keep spitting sublime and make something thats banging and too hot

So I just keep writting whats up in my mind and find something unique and thats top notch

I know that I go in the back and I sin by smoking this weed in a hot box

I wish I could go back and do things I didn't and solve all of my problems

I wish I ain't skip but I did, now I feel like a kid that be stuck in the background

But I guess for now I am just that kid that be so stuck up in his own sound

[Bridge]x2

Why, why?

Why do I keep on failing

I, I

I don't know, I'm just living, yeah

[Hook] x2

I've

Been on my toes

Making this music just looking for gold

I

Am filled with hope

Keep it consistent can't ever be slow

I

Have been so low

Knowing so much that Ive never had known

I

Know that Ill go

Places I ain't seen before

[Verse 2]

I get so high my thoughts run deep inside my MIND

I went and bought some space to free up all my time

Yeah

Go create something unique and that is hard to FIND

Sit and finish such a scripture in amount of TIME

And I go just to sit back

Think about my pretty lady, like shes gold in a gift bag

All my goals making em sad

Because Im slacking off, making mom really get mad

Grades in school oh yeah them bad

Little worse than freshman year, ain't working like, forget that

But if shit do not work how is you gon expect for both of yo pockets to get fat?

Well I know Ima get that, I sacrificed everything just to get held back

And now I am hell bent, saw all the draw backs oh yeah bro I get that

Feel like I need help quick, but I know that I got it so please bro forget that

I know that I got it so please bro forget that

[Bridge]x2

Why, why?

Why do I keep on failing

I, I

I don't know, I'm just living, yeah

[Hook] x2

I've

Been on my toes

Making this music just looking for gold

I

Am filled with hope

Keep it consistent can't ever be slow

I

Have been so low

Knowing so much that Ive never had known

I

Know that Ill go

Places I ain't seen before

[Bridge]x2

Why, why?

Why do I keep on failing

I, I

I don't know, I'm just living, yeah