4. Myself - Intellectual

[Hook]x2

Cuz I

Have seen

The worst

Of myself

But I know

I can

Convert

For my health

[Verse 1]

After dropping all the play around

Ive never seen myself so down

I can not let these thoughts come drown

I'm damned if I ever do

But lately I let myself down

Gave my moms and pops both frowns

Tryna go and chase the crown

Im damned if I ever dont

Not doing good in school

And Im not going to college

All because I persue

What they assume is impossible and far fetched

Im a target of what should not succeed

But I proceed expressing feelings

Let the words come out my teeth

And see how a nigga feeling

My mind is what I read and is the source of all my lyrics

Hitting spirits showing life so yall can see where it all shifted

Won't be fucking bitches and getting money

Thats not me

I can't have sex without feeling

Yeah

Im probably a softy

But I got hands like a boxer

So dont you dare come and touch me

Because Ill show you some boxing

Not swinging

And hoping for a fist to land

It will be a nice and persice Fury

Straight along with stance

I got hands but can't dance

But Ima go commence

Into a different fucking topic

Im on it, getting hardened like onix

I tried to stop smoking chronic

I Had a streak and then lossed it

It helped me prosper And lose the thoughts of offing myself

The world is getting darker and I need some good wealth

But a rich spirit

To keep my ass lifted

Yeah its all about the music but the feelings haave shifted

And I'm feeling HALF splited

I dont see the pigment in everything I use to see

And thats when you know that your mental, trying to deceive

Thats when I BLOW all sentimental and try to perceive

A different way of life, something different to believe

So Im picking up the mic, and showing all of my beliefs

Not a moment to say sike, thats what throws what I reedem

Something Bookie tells me and something that I gotta SEE

So I can't play around, I think thats whats stopping ME