[Verse 1]

I just been so wide awake

I cannot take

The pain that I feel in my heart

I never know how to cope

Hide it with dope

You were a part of my art

I still don't know how to feel

I will not heal

Tell me this shit isn't real

I still don't know how to feel

I will not heal

Tell me this shit isn't real

I just been so wide awake

I cannot take

The pain that I feel in my heart

I never know how to cope

Hide it with dope

You were a part of my art

I still don't know how to feel

I will not heal

Tell me this shit isn't real

I still don't know how to feel

I will not heal

Tell me this shit isn't real...

[Spoken]

X inspired me a lot and...helped me through some really fucked up, terrible times. And he's the reason a lot of my music even exists today

[Verse 2]

You helped me numb my depression

If only for seconds

It meant the world inside my eyes

Let's just pretend we were numb

Snow on repeat

(He?) said "I wanted to die"

Bumpin, you're thinkin too much, Garret's revenge

Sit at my desk while I cry

You were my beacon of light

Darkest of nights

You helped to keep me alive

All of this happened too fast

Part of me passed

I won't pretend I'm okay

Hurtin cause we'll never meet

Feelin defeat

Shit that I wanted to say

You became part of my life

I was so stressed

You showed me how to express

Quick when a bullet gets shot

Everything stops

Nothing as final as death

Nothing as final as death...

Rest in peace

[Outro]

I just been so wide awake

I cannot take

The pain that I feel in my heart

I never know how to cope

Hide it with dope

You were a part of my art

I still don't know how to feel

I will not heal

Tell me this shit isn't real

I still don't know how to feel

I will not heal

Tell me this shit isn't real...

I just been so wide awake

I cannot take

The pain that I feel in my heart

I never know how to cope

Hide it with dope

You were a part of my art

I still don't know how to feel

I will not heal

Tell me this shit isn't real

I still don't know how to feel

I will not heal

Tell me this shit isn't real