Released on December 29, 2018

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[Intro]

(I don't wanna do any cuts so I'm just gonna'... do this in one take)


[Verse 1]

Recently I been contemplating if imma' make it

Come home and dance with demons I keep locked up in my basement

My heart is vacant, found the edge and right now I'm just pacing

Cause' I don't like this place, I'd rather sleep til' times erasing

And I make music for the clinically depressed, I guess I'm stressed

I got too much weight up on my chest

And, people tell me problems bout' their slipping mental health

How the fuck I'm sposed' to help you? I can't even help myself

I can't even help myself

How the fuck I'm sposed' to help you? I can't even help myself (nah)

And I can't even help myself

How the fuck I'm sposed' to help you?

Ay (yeah)

Ay, ay ay (damn)

Yeah

Ay, ay ay (check)


[Verse 2]

Yeah

And way too many people care about me and that's why I'm here

Couldn't tell em' all of these things because it'd cause em' fear

So I sit and write a song and drink a dozen beer

Hope I fall asleep and wake up in a couple fuckin' years

And I never want you to ever feel the way I'm feeling

I smoke a blunt and get so high I'm walking on the ceiling

My friends and family devastated if I left today (yeah)

I'll bear the wounds just know that I won't ever cause you pain

I won't ever cause you pain (uh)

I'll bear the wounds just know that I won't ever cause you pain (no)

I won't ever cause you pain

I'll bear the wounds just know that I won't ever cause you pain (yeah)

Ay, ay ay

Yeah

Ay, ay ay

Yeah