it hurts. - Intellectual

[Intro: duendita]

Lonely

But not when you hold me

Your beauty weighs on me

This feeling's too good

Ay, the sun shinin' out the window

So why the fuck it rainin' everywhere that I go?

And through the sadness, I've been happy couple times though

But the peaks been lookin' weak whenever I'm low

Muffucka I'ma drown in my depression

And I don't fall in love, I just find a new obsession

I been thinkin' 'bout my fuckin' death like every second

Yeah, I guess that means my mind's a different type of lethal weapon

Ay, yeah, my heart the place where all my scars at

Often wishin' that I died inside the car crash

See he was drunk when he swerved into my fuckin' lane

Shoulda hit the gas and just be done with all this fuckin' pain

Wakin' up to check the clock and going back to sleep

I close the blinds 'cause I don't even wanna fuckin' eat

Too many shadows in my head, my demons free to creep

Nowadays I always keep a bottle in my fuckin' reach

Keep bottle in my fuckin' reach

God-fucking-dammit

And I continue smokin' dope until I comatose

Lately seems that life has got me on the fuckin' ropes

Maybe pickin' up a double cup will help me cope

'Cause everyday I keep on runnin' outta fuckin' hope

Daily headaches, keep the Advil always in my throat

And all my friends been the reason that I'm still afloat

And I get letters people say they like the shit I wrote

Well listen up 'cause my sorrow never runnin' low

Last year I watched my granny go and slip away

Looked into her eyes, she didn't know my fuckin' name

And I been hopin' that she made it to a better place

'Cause lookin' back, I think I died upon that fuckin' day

Lookin' back, I think