I dont like to rap fuck it this is a confessions

I can't keep track tryna count up all my blessins

So, somebody tell me why the fuck im still stressin

Seems i graduated still i didn't learn my lesson

Cold sweats got me kickin with adrenaline

Take a shot of rum then pop acetaminophen

Mix some other pills just so i can go to bed again

Maybe i should start sippin sprite and fuckin medicine

Follow in the steps of my idol mac miller

Maybe do some drugs, some coke for time filler

Remember back in school when they called me rhyme killer

And my best friend used to be a drug dealer

But now we offa that, wonder where the offers at

Used to talk to god never heard nobody talkin back

Shot of jack, can't wake like im trapped in a dream

Already feelin like im dead at eighteen, god damn

I dont needa be rich, rich

I dont needa be famous, famous

I just wanna be happy, happy

I just wanna be painless, painless

Cause i won't find love in a gold chain (nah)

And i won't find peace in a big yacht (true)

Yeah i won't stop demons with a new name (right)

And i won't find friends with a ice rock

I dont needa be rich, rich

I dont needa be famous, famous

I just wanna be happy, happy

I just wanna be painless, painless

Cause i won't find love in a gold chain

And i won't find peace in a big yacht

Yeah i won't stop demons with a new name

And i won't find friends with a ice rock

Go to work, go to sleep and go to work again

I dont need murder weapon, kill em with my murder pen

Minds racing, hands shaking from the caffine

Feelin like im tryna fuckin drive from the back seat

Thats me, somebody tell me where this mess ends

Goin crazy, second guessin all my best friends

Stuck inside my head can somebody come and help

Cause im trapped and i can't get out, check

Drownin all my thoughts out with the bass line

Petty fucks pickin stories from the grape vine

Yall ain't gettin shit when i take mine

Everybody wantin money but nobody wanna go and make time

But its all right, yeah its all good

Y'all ain't know my name but, but yall should

Cause muffuckin mr porter bout to pop

Shake the earth when the mixtape drops bitch

I dont needa be rich, rich

I dont needa be famous, famous

I just wanna be happy, happy

I just wanna be painless, painless

Cause i won't find love in a gold chain

And i won't find peace in a big yacht

Yeah i won't stop demons with a new name

And i won't find friends with a ice rock

I dont needa be rich, rich

I dont needa be famous, famous

I just wanna be happy, happy

I just wanna be painless, painless

Cause i won't find love in a gold chain

And i won't find peace in a big yacht

Yeah i won't stop demons with a new name

And i won't find friends with a ice rock

Where did the time go, i dont know

Where did the time go, i dont know, i dont know

Yeah where did the time go, i dont know

I dont know i dont know