Often, I wake n my shoulders are heavy

The burdens will bury me

You've set a few things up

You’re set on doing what you love

N it's costing me everything

Please understand the severity

You thought I will do this forever

But one of these days I will sleep

N am never gonna wake up

I got a few things planned

I didn't choose this hand

You went and bet the abyss for an hopeful delusion

N I've been the fallout from all your conviction

I got my head in the cloud

How come I hear from the doubt

I sit in confusion, I lose the direction

I traded my compass for comfort

N it's you that I've come for

You have been asshole

You needed half of, everything you've ever asked for

That's what it sounds when I talk to myself

But here is to the moment of ‘Mama, I made it’

Or ‘fuck it I Quit’

Meaning, the pressure gets real

But am seeking the thrill

Sick and am ill, I get on these beats and I kill

That is a statement of facts

You say you’re dropping the bars

But that's allegation in Klutz

I’ve been at work on these raps

N that's occupation in parts

Schooling the lames, that's education in arts

Ask what it gets you to pass

That hesitation suggests am hard

If I want opinion, I'm asking the mirror

Addressing y’all minions am not in the habit

I’m past the dominion of doubt

I’m reflecting, if I want opinion, I’ll pull it from scars

I came from the mud, still accumulating the crud

The lesson is never to owe me

I’m always on call to collect when I come, you collapse

Giving no room to relax

I need a break; I need the silence and clarity

What is the worth in defining, the ways that I hate me

Finding myself in a place that I can't be

I need the work, I needed balance

Resetting has not given help

The star has been dying and trying to fill up a void

But am ending up feeling annoyed

I wish I can say that I turned out bright

But it's nothing like that

I’m trying to be kind and considerate

If am sounding wack, it's deliberate

I bring out the smoke like a cigarette

But I ain't never try to accept that

Unless I, Rap with the stakes high

Guess I, Drop all the verse like, fucking with me, get your feelings hurt

We're not on a same page

Not what with the same trait

Fuck all this hatred, bars are like sacred

I've been adjacent to know that you’re basic, face it

I come for the blood, you lace it, run while am pacing

Case it, Let's try to address it, taking this shots am wasted

Adjusted to claim complacent

All the youth get wasted