It wasn't that hard to find your address

I had a run in with one of your nurses

The one with the dreads and big blue purse

She was so easy to talk to

After she got that punch in her face

N frankly I felt like it didn’t even hurt

She started screaming n calling for help

She was hysterical, a little unbearable

Acting like it was so weird that I killed her pet

He kept on barking, I got agitated

I ran out of patience, fuck that dog he was out of place

N he made mе put that nurse to rest

With a knife in hеr chest

(Please don't kill me)

Yeah, that's what she said

(Please)

Not going to kill you yet

I’m tryna get my mind at peace

N my OCD is like, can I get the pills at least

To put the nerves at ease

While we wait for your wife n kids

What the fuck

Why did you do that for?

We were just talking, now you tryna get me upset

Keep thinking am playing, I'm a cypher with no key

A glitch in the psyche, I've come for the vein like IV

The sight of your blood excite me

I'm slightly serial, sit be quiet if you don't wanna take this kindly

I will show you how it goes when you try me

It's all about timing, the crime is

Spent in my days in asylum N everybody calling me a case

Got my thoughts displaced, felt hopelessness

I was hiding pace

But look at me now, it's you that I'm trying to impress

I read all your notes, N the parts where you called me unstable

Let’s talk about HYDE, let’s talk about JEKYLL

I'm a cursed flame, this is the art

I’m tryna get feedback, let's talk about echo

Gonna decide your fate bro

Like a broke up band, gonna leave this doc dismembered

Let's take it to the last December

Last time where I got Insync with space but couldn't get past my temper

Nobody’s perfect, I used to pivot

N driven to giving a fuck, when nobody gave it

At least you tried, I forgive the attempt, blame my misplaced anger

Your intention to placate, N separate thoughts so I can't think straight

N the useless standards

You got me relating when I used to think

That people like us, they can't understand us

You said you were helping me

But there were times when I felt so suffocated

(I tried to help you)

N I couldn't breathe

(I tried to set you free)

(Please Man, don't do this, Man Please don't kill Me)

I didn't like that hell

How can a mind Excell

Tell me how it feels to believe you are free

Then put on a leash

Do you like that am flipping the switch?

I'm efficient n slick, this is the moment I peak

Monochromatic, the vision is weak

Don't be dramatic, don't be a bitch

I rehearsed this moment

I laced this logic

But somehow feels like it's missing a beep

Hurts to defeat

Here's to performance n interpretation that might be rendition to seek

Tryna find the keys to the beat

My mind does often, find excuses to tell me to quit

These are the moments am throwing a fit

I think about taking a surgical blade

Take my clothes off, run in a cycle

Cut my dick off, send to my girlfriend, tell her to suck it

Then see how she calls her friends to talk about effort

Then i keep on running, till am weak and feeble

N die from the blood loss

These are the thoughts that I get on a daily

Tell me that's crazy, or everybody gets it

These are the melodies

Growing up weak is the need to get access to therapy

The description on everything

It may be a felony, a being in existence to blink

When your thoughts are crowded, it's easier to sink

For a twisted mind it's a blessing to think

I actually got you something

Man, I came here to give you a gift till you started acting crazy