my love is a martyr - Intellectual

[Verse 1]

I like the things that make me cry

I think you're gorgeous when you're struggling to lie

I keep forgetting what I want

Want to haunt the faces of some strangers when I die

Swear it gets sweeter when you're mad

Finding secrets I never knew I had

If you think I'm cheating then just take me back

You're mean and its exciting me a tad

I guess the arguments are sweet

Break my fucking arm and then make me something to eat

And I see trouble underneath

I remember when you sent her what you need

And I know the pain might be the antidote but

Pray to any god to let it go

And I see the way she breaks me and the songs I write

About the time I let her hands wrap around my throat

I know that she's a bitch but I guess I'm hers

And after

Using her fists she goes to kiss it worse

I know that I'm in deep but she loved me first

And all I want is to let it hurt

I, I

My love is a martyr

So hit me harder