[Verse 1]

I let it brew until I'm brooding over boyfriends

Let it happen for a while until the fling ends

Split ends from ripping my own hair out

Get out, you know I hate when you shout

I wanna get it out

Get out

No doubt I'll change my mind

And find your skin beside me

And I can mess around

Around, a month before a man decides that he doesn't like me

I wanna fight it but I'm holding on too tightly

It's so unholy to hold you till you're inside me

It's not a rumor, it's rude you fight so nicely

The easy way out, I found it, but it's unlikely

[Chorus]

I want desperation

I'm not wanted, just ghosted for elation

Screaming lyrics dеspite of my spirits

Oozing, choosing men on the most shit, hеy Jen

[Verse 2]

And I push it down, I drown

Inside of all the bottles of the vodka I’ve cried in

And I'd invite you round, and now

You're starting to sound like a man, I could fight it

Never listen to a person without a reason

Left molested by the man in light of season

It's freezing, and I am bleeding

But the body in my bed could really warm me up, believe it

Ah, ah, ah, ah

[Verse 3]

You should write me now, but wow

Hard to keep on loving when I see him without senses

Break that arm, and how

Could I want it when I have nothing against that

I want to breathe you in until you let me go

Am I okay again, I do not really know

I'm getting tired of men, you're getting tired of me

I do not want a friend, I want security

I know I need you back, bad

The way I keep on coping through eloping with a stranger

Does it make you sad, I'm glad

To let you keep on cheating cause you know how much I hate her

Never touching, just loving for attention

But in a meaning of sexual tension

And, I can sense your ever growing apprehension

Know you hate it but it's just too much to picture

Ah, ah, oh, ah