crimson - Intellectual

[Verse 1]

I begged you, I want it, I wrote it and got it

I let you get it and regretted the sedative

I was undeniably yours, sharp screams and soft murmurs through closed doors

I begged you, let it in, get me out of here

You say you're sensitive, but I barely hear

I notice the rage through the walls and messages on obstacles

I begged you, let it be, love me gently

You want it in every shadе of red

Crimson stains on the sheets of your bed

I lеt you, I liked it a bit, I guess that makes me a hypocrite

I wanted some, I'm begging till I get it again

You know I know the acetone's made its way in

But I drink it while knowing I'm burning

I die before going, I'm hurting

You want it in every shade of blue

Purple, green, red, different shades, different hues

Use me, cause I know you would too

If I had the force, you'd endorse while I let you

I scream in the evening, still needing the numbing

I know I am bleeding and that I wanted something

But my body hit rock bottom with the pain

And I let you, but I beg to never do it again

And I want just anything but him

But I'm smiling and dying as it makes its way in

You want it to be everything you're not

My skin isn't poison, it's a gift that you got

You promised to be better than before

But I'm crying while you're dying in the body you adore

I told you I want it, I got it and cried

I begged and I'm screaming and I still don't know why

There was honesty, but honestly I lied

(I like her, I love her, but I died)