[Chorus]

I ain't showing to the party when I'm feeling down

I'll just drink too much 'till I black out

I would say what I'm going through, but I can't now

Friends hit me up in my DM like bad out

I've been tryna get the bag, but the cat's out

I've been feeling real used, like a hand-down

I've been going through things I don't understand now

Friends hit me up in my DM like bad out

I don't know what to say when I suffocate

Everything a sketchbook that I can't erase

Take the fuck up hanging in the hallway

That's why they see me, cause they only see the mistakes

Blame my brain, they know I do

I've been tryna' mend the heart that I misuse

In my feelings, that's when I miss you

Open up a DM, like "fuck you"

[Verse]

I know what I said, but I'm sorry

Tryna' make up for the past, only hardly

Don't you ask me how I am, don't start me

Tryna' get back on the track, not partly

I know what I said, but I'm sorry

Tryna' make up for the past, only hardly

Don't you ask me how I am, don't start me

Tryna' get back on the track, not partly

Not partly

Not partly

[Chorus]

I ain't showing to the party when I'm feeling down

I'll just drink too much 'till I black out

I would say what I'm going through, but I can't now

Friends hit me up in my DM like bad out

I've been tryna get the bag, but the cat's out

I've been feeling real used, like a hand-down

I've been going through things I don't understand now

Friends hit me up in my DM like bad out

I don't know what to say when I suffocate

Everything a sketchbook that I can't erase

Take the fuck up hanging in the hallway

That's why they see me, cause they only see the mistakes

Blame my brain, they know I do

I've been tryna' mend the heart that I misuse

In my feelings, that's when I miss you

Open up a DM, like "fuck you"