Back Then

By Robstar

On Hurt Me

Released on December 30, 2019

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[Intro]

I forgot to take my zoloft (I forgot to take my zoloft)

I been gettin' fucked up (I been gettin' really fucked up)

I can feel the stress come (I can feel the stress come)

I can feel me goin' numb


[Chorus]

Baby won't you fuck me like back then

Tellin' me you love me on my bed

Tellin' me you love me 'till the end

Now that's all that I can think about in my head

I've been crying cause I can't stand bein' just friends

Fuck platonic I could never forget what you said

Say I love you nowadays you're just fillin' with your dread

I've been turnin' to it all, yeah I've been turnin' to the lead

I don't deserve your love and I've been countin' all the cuts

How long it takes to wash away blood

Baby I would end it if I could

I've been smokin' away my lungs

And I've been countin' up all the bullets in the gun

I got one for me and one for you if you want

Maybe I'll end up back in that bedroom when I was young


[Bridge]

I forgot to take my zoloft (I forgot to take my zoloft)

I been gettin' really fucked up (I been gettin' really fucked up)

I can feel the stress come (I can feel the stress come)

I can feel me goin' numb

So I smile when I cut my wrist now

That's all the pills do durin' all my mental breakdowns

But I ain't cryin' as much when I frown now

Cryin's for attention, what's the point if no one's ever around?


[Chorus]

Baby won't you fuck me like back then

Tellin' me you love me on my bed

Tellin' me you love me 'till the end

Now that's all that I can think about in my head

I've been crying cause I can't stand bein' just friends

Fuck platonic I could never forget what you said

Say I love you nowadays you're just fillin' with your dread

I've been turnin' to it all, yeah I've been turnin' to the lead

I don't deserve your love and I've been countin' all the cuts

How long it takes to wash away blood

Baby I would end it if I could

I've been smokin' away my lungs

And I've been countin' up all the bullets in the gun

I got one for me and one for you if you want

Maybe I'll end up back in that bedroom when I was young


[Outro]

I forgot to take my zoloft (I forgot to take my zoloft)

I been gettin' really fucked up (I been gettin' really fucked up)

I can feel the stress come (I can feel the stress come)

I can feel me goin' numb