[Intro]

Back at it again

Life been real different though

Gotta get those flowers, while we can still smell 'em

[Verse]

This may sound a lil' angry

Sway said don’t let these cameras ever change me

I been quiet about what’s goin' on lately

So consider this the vent, I gotta keep from goin' crazy

A winter baby, I’m good when it’s cold out

Made a couple bands; Day 26, O Town

And everybody call me bro now

But only reach out when it’s time for they roll out

Old friends turned to new opps

Boy you better watch out it’s like on Doo Wop

I was really tryna cool out

With knives in my back, least the ones that I knew 'bout

You don’t love me, you just love me what I could do for you

I’ll tell you 'bout the game and everything that it do to you

At first, everything is beautiful

Eyes wide shut then you figure out who is who

I seen my man do some hoe shit

Talk behind this dude back, said some real cold shit

You know me, mind my business, I don’t know shit

But you on the gram posin' in a bro pic

You gotta love 'em or you leave 'em

Yeah they said I wasn’t shit, but fuck you cause you believed em

The devil's advocate and everything’s deceiving

Tempted by d'evils, here I am Keanu Reeving

And now it’s welcome to bereavement

They're gonna force a couple tears but that’s only for this evening

The father said I was a heathen

Still, I conversate with God tryna figure out the meaning

I was 12 with no curfew

My fam, he got off-white before Virgil

The fiend is genetic, while he there 12-stepping

I'm getting high in my church shoes

I went to NA with 'em

Watched grown men crack tryna break from their addiction

Seen dudes put they life in their nose

The rush, like tryna make a flight before it close

Break down and cry for the life that they chose

That’s why I hardly fuck with weed I feel I might be exposed

And I don’t put this in my interviews

The type of shit you get on intros and interludes

I swear I ain’t the old me

But low key it’s someone lookin' for an old tweet

And that’s OD, yeah woe’s me

Starring down the devil cause I know that God chose me

Songs on the radio, my son said he proud of me

I don’t cry much, but that brought it outta me

This ain’t about a salary

Don’t you ever in ya life let them say what you’re allowed to be

I just focus on my legacy

And if I’m lucky maybe one day they’ll remember me

But right now I swear all I see is jealousy

From people that I loved I feel the change in their energy

Man I made some mistakes

This the second time around so we raising the stakes

And this lil' dream of mine been amazing to chase

But I gotta get it now, it’s too late at the wake