[Intro]
Write to dream
Just gonna go down memory lane a little bit
[Verse]
I’m just tryna do the math
How much time do we have left here before we pass
Death is a concept it’s difficult to grasp
Would you wanna live forever if you ever get the chance
Gotta make this time count for somethin
How somebody doin' nothin' gonna judge him
How you out here switchin' up just based off their assumptions
If ya people they ain’t riding then it’s fuck 'em
And I know I could sound pretty callous and cold
But I always give the most, I gotta balancе the roles
And I need a couple chеcks just to balance the dough
Cause I remember who was there when I was drownin' and broke
Who helped and who didn’t
On a 1680 I’d record in the kitchen
These my mailroom days yeah the boy on a mission
Passin' CDs out to anyone who would listen
On my lunch break in front Hot 9-7
Ran into 'Ye at the entrance
This like 2004 I’ll never forget it
Told him press play you won’t ever regret it
I dunno if he ever heard it, or maybe it wasn’t good enough
Maybe I ain’t sing on the hook enough
But I ain’t never trip, I just went back to cookin' up
On the grind if you ever tryna look for us
Ha, yeah now it’s lookin up
Had a bunch of Ls, lookin' back yeah I took my lumps
XXL, shit I heard they was gonna fire me
Cause this fire that’s inside me
It’s heavy but, I put on my back entirely
So you could never lie to me
I’m grateful for everybody who decided they gonna ride with me
Especially this other side of me
Let’s have a toast, I bought some Ace for the occasion
You got a glass then you should raise it
If you ever had a dream, I believe that you should chase it
You ever get a chance, never waste it, it’s amazing
The outcomes is endless
Everybody can’t go it might fuck up ya friendships
People hatin' on the low might fuck up ya mentions
But when it all come together thank God for the blessings
Me and ya favorite rapper had a fallin' out
Still don’t know what it’s all about
On the real, I don’t care enough to call it out
Or put the effort in to sort it out
Yeah, the game's on some other shit
Might be fallin' outta love with it
Don’t get me wrong, cause at the rate the money comin' in
I could go around the sun again and double it
The music's not to make a living
For me it’s a lil different
These beats are the pages in the journal that I’ve written
Just to prove that I existed