Everything i wanted, seemed right in front of me

Like i’m holding on to nothing, but a family dream

Can i ever want anything for myself?

Torn on what to do here can’t find a pathway home

Each time i spiral i did a deeper hole

In my grave, rolling in relentless pain

And its all just a memory

But it’s all i’ve got left

I can’t focus on what’s wrong from right

Overthinking is like a fucking’ past time

I try to fall asleep as i’m left on read

God i wish i could put it to bed

I guess, i’m going’ through it again

For now hope is my four letter word

I can’t say nothing but i love you more

I, i, i, i, i love you more

I, i, i, i, i love you more

I, i, i, i, i love you more

I, i, i, i, i love you more

Why can’t you feel yourself, without tripping on ecstasy

Done so much for each other, but is that still me?

So much selfish stupidity with a heart set on integrity

Im rolling through the moments each day inside my head

With everything we’ve been through you should’ve made your own bed

But in all it’s grace, watch as i forgive again

And it’s all but a memory

I can’t get out of my head

I can’t focus on what’s wrong from right

Overthinking is like a fucking’ past time

I try to fall asleep as i’m left on read

God i wish i could put it to bed

I guess, i’m going’ through it again

For now hope is my four letter word

I can’t say nothing but i love you more

I, i, i, i, i love you more

I, i, i, i, i love you more

I, i, i, i, i love you more

I, i, i, i, i love you more

You switch on your mood, like a changing season

Can someone give me some sort of reason

A pill to help and mend the pain

Something to help forget your name

So i guess i’m going’ through it again

You’re supposed to be a leader

So why am i the fucking teacher?

I can’t focus on what’s wrong from right

Overthinking is like a fucking’ past time

I try to fall asleep as i’m left on read

God i wish i could put it to rest

I guess, i’m going’ through it again

For now hope is my four letter word

I can’t say nothing but i love you more

I, i, i, i, i love you more

I, i, i, i, i love you more

I, i, i, i, i love you more

I, i, i, i, i love you more