I’m Different

By RMS

On Daggmatic

Released on April 18, 2015

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[Produced by RMS]


[Verse 1]

Doing it better, Typing the letter

On the keys of the piano

Holding on by a tether

Fever pitch, shrieking in soprano

Improvising imminent demise

Cold eyes

Told lies

Bold cries

Reaching a point where the soul dies

Oh my

Searching for the beacon

In the sea of my demons, I am screaming

Seasoned legions seizing my freezing Eden that's been beaten

Freedom grieving, believing the feeling of seeing the end

Wake up in a cold sweat, I've been dreaming

I bend

4:07 on the clock, darkness engulfing the rest of the block

Cul de sac

But my life is even more of a dead end

So the dream state each day is more than my best friend

It's a safe haven, way of escaping

Evade from the mayhem

Bc reality is... Or maybe it isn't?

Am I awake or still dreaming, it seems that I got it twisted

It seems that I got it twisted

Avada kedavra, clock no longer

Showing the time cause I killed it

Or maybe just shot the messenger

Tryna tell me the

Way to live is stay awake

But then I'd have to listen to

Other people's thoughts and wishes but

I just wanna live in a world where I can

Believe what I see through my retina

Believe what I

Am I awake or still dreaming it seems that I got twisted

It seems that all of y'all are just sabotaging my vision


[Verse 2]

My bare feet scrape the cold hard wood floor

Chills shoot through my tendons and my spinal cord

Breath heavy, drag myself to the window

Spot a '96 Chevy, decal of an eagle, wings spread as far as it can go

Shoulder blades shifting, stretching

Feathered wings rifting, catching

Feeling of lifting

Giving, a lean outside the window

Temp high but the wind low

Fully aware that a leap of two dozen stories will not take me to limbo

"I am ready

Ready to fly

I'm different", said everyone else that took a leap of faith and died

Inside, of my pocket, did reside an mp3, play button nudged against the window sill and that just said to me:

'I love myself'


[Outro]

I love myself

I love myself

Music can save you

So use it to save you

The music can save you


[Skit]

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