[Steve Jobs excerpt cont.]
[Verse 1]:
I don't need no drone to strike a nerve
But you cut all my nerves in different spots
So even if I got a bullet shot I wouldn't find the hurt
Canine teeth of frostbite be numbing my emotions
Juxtaposed with tire scorching
Friction, light an orange
Piston, fire forcing
This inferno bright and roaring, might get burned
Pyromaniac
More like Pyrobrainiac
Setting minds in flames
With a TNT blast of spiteful words
Hide my true thoughts behind two hundred different metaphors
Nobody but me know who I really meant it for
But you'll see more, by the time I set the score
You'll know exactly who you are
And I hope you like this verse
Like this verse that I might disperse
Like a lightning burst
Give it ten thousand hours
I'll master being
On high alert
Dazzle me as you dousing me
In a can of gasoline
Casually light the match and leave
Is it actually what I deserve?
[Hook]:
Nobody gotchu except you
Nobody got to accept you
Nobody gotchu except you
So fall forward
Nobody gotchu except you
Nobody got to accept you
Nobody gotchu except you
So fall forward
[Verse 2]:
Quick shoutout to anybody giving me the time of day
Tryna stay down to earth
But my pride is floating up miles away
Ego stays hungry, starving artist always salivates
As the gaze starts bending towards fresh attention that's on my plate
Spitting out this food for thought like its a meal on United Air
They might beat me for saying that but I don't got time to care
'Cause beat in my veins pause
Freezing my pale claws
Blood turn to icicles dig deep in my frail heart
You ever feel so unwanted
Before you want to
Tear your whole entire face that you hate apart
Man I made this part
To understand my confusion
How does seclusion give me peace
But introversion's got me brooding
Over troubling delusions
A bit too dark to share
I want a spot in your thoughts
I'll pay the parking fare
I swear
Im tryna explain this feeling that's got me cursed
But for the first time in my life I can't seem to find the words
[Hook]:
Nobody gotchu except you
Nobody got to accept you
Nobody gotchu except you
So fall forward
Nobody gotchu except you
Nobody got to accept you
Nobody gotchu except you
So fall forward
[Verse 3]:
Controlled chaos
Energy need to get channeled and
Fuel and feed this fire, it leads to dangerous anger and
Cool and freeze desires, it leads to stangling hand that is
Loneliness like grip of death
Slithering around my neck
Only thing that tames
This hazardous candle flame
But keeps it alive to thrive like
Just enough to obtain the balance
Is perfect amount of passion
But that not just challenging
It's a boundary that's bounding me
And now that drives me to this anxious feeling
Revealing this knot inside my stomach as I shift the gear and
My mind racing, abrasive screeching as I'm quick to veer and
Even if I'm alone on this road and I know no one is near I'm
Only accompanied by my fear
Strapped in the passenger seat
Blasting the heat from negative three to a thousand degrees
Weight of the world in my trunk
Back bumper scratching the street
Nobody up there in the sky to answer my screams
[Hook]:
Nobody gotchu except you
Nobody got to accept you
Nobody gotchu except you
So fall forward
Nobody gotchu except you
Nobody got to accept you
Nobody gotchu except you
So fall forward
[Outro]:
Taking a sip of this anxiety
Been left for last like its X Y and Z
I'm anti-deceit
And high but can't fly
I said what I said keep your hands high and free
That means no phone just open your damn eyes and see
Needle be flickering can't lie to me
Lying to myself like man I will be
Leaning back, feeling sand on private beach
Be relaxed, easy but can't find this dream
Instead I been dead and lie in the
Casket or coffin
I'm masking the coughing
It happens to often then
Flat line and beep
("Doc we're losing him")
("Step back, step back!")
("Hand me this")
("All clear")
Resuscitation I'm back on my feet