Released on September 5, 2019

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[Chorus]

Feeling lost and grey, I'd write you every day

Just hoping that my message would be received

God damn, return to sender

Now I'll write another letter

And I'm wishing I was better at defeat


[Producer tag]

"Andrew, we gon' kill these motherfuckers out here!"


[Verse 1]

Getting faded just to deal with all the problems that I got

Lately I've been thinking about this girl I liked a lot

Every week, we'd get together

Inject it in just like a shot

All of a sudden, she stopped hitting me up and now I'm fucking lost

Now she got a new boy every week

Tryna fill a void, now I'm up late, I should be sleep

And I'm up thinking about what we used to be

Bitch, I hate you, but I wish that you were laying next to me


[Chorus]

Feeling lost and grey, I'd write you every day

Just hoping that my message would be received

God damn, return to sender

Now I'll write another letter

And I'm wishing I was better at defeat

Feeling lost and grey, I'd write you every day

Just hoping that my message would be received

God damn, return to sender

Now I'm trying to forget her, and accept that she don't see herself with me


[Verse 2]

A girl is a girl, nah, a girl is a gun

I should love myself before I try to settle down and find the one

Eyes blind by sun, my mind blind by lust

I'd die for your love cuz I don't value me much

This instrumental is a vessel, and my pencil spill my thoughts

Still depressed, sentimental and that blah, blah, blah, blah, blah

Will anything get better

Did I somehow upset her

Wish I could somehow connect the dots (dots, dots)


[Chorus]

Feeling lost and grey, I'd write you every day

Just hoping that my message would be received

God damn, return to sender

Now I'll write another letter

And I'm wishing I was better at defeat

Feeling lost and grey, I'd write you every day

Just hoping that my message would be received

God damn, return to sender

Now I'm trying to forget her, and accept that she don't see herself with me


[Outro]

(harmonizing)