It’s like my bones are weighed down by lead

I pull my feet to the ground and I try to move forward

There’s an absence of the sound here

Until my vision fades black and I wake up on your shore

How do I put my thoughts to words

When my ghost keeps tripping on itself and I fall

Emptiness was just the goal here

Weigh your problems on me till I crumble, crumble, crumble down

Yeah im the rat king yeah your love still stings

Affection pins me to the wall, the ground opens yeah watch me fall

Your the dreamless the one that still calls

Fill my lungs up with sorrow until I can’t breathe in I drown again

Yeah cus im the rat king, where the fuck have you been

Close my blinds and lock the door im not coming out anymore

Desperation still lives in here

So we toss the key and move on

Fuck fuck fucked all around me

I will bury our love in me

Take take take till im nothing

Toss me to the wolves when you’re done

Break break break all around me

Mood stabilizers make me sick

Leave leave leave in the morning

I know you never cared where I went

Push me back and spit in my face

When I said to you that im sick

Sorry that im too just much to handle

Another day spent inside wasting all my time just to sleep

Fall to pressure now addicted should I blame you now im weak

When you’re not in my dreams I can’t sleep what the fuck you’ve done with me

On my knees now can’t stop the shaking

Just pull the plugs and watch me drown