Push the curtains back my skin starts to unravel

It’s not like ill fucking be missed

Take some pills and enter bliss

Where fogged walls cloak everything and my bed is the abyss

Back then I was trapped in hell

And I couldn’t fucking tell what was real and what was fake

Yeah I thought you were my friend, guess the drugs got the better of you

I had to let you go I had to leave

You were fucking like a brother to me

We watch the wolves in the woodwork chase after the pieces of my soul

Face first hit the concrete

My eyes snap open just another nightmare will I wake again

Just to find reality isn’t really like fucking hell is this a joke

This is not fucking funny anymore

Every day this lifeline gets a little thinner

Hold on yeah just wait a minute throwing up what’s left of dinner

Sick of fucking feeling but that is not what I want

I just want to say that I am happy

Trauma leaks from those red eyes

If you can't understand would you grab my arm and drag me out alive

Fogged up your just a dead mind

Yeah dissociated at fucking best

I feel like I am crawling out of lab x 16

Poltergeist controlling me with memories

Im in the old woods by the doctors’ house

Feel like im out of control can you look into my eyes and say that you remember me